That's right! I finally got to bed around 2:00 AM and as you can imagine, I am exhausted! I woke up at 10:00 AM and feel like I could sleep another 4 hours. Oh well, it doesn't matter how tired I am today, I have a lot to do!!
Today I will be at a house warming party for someone close and there will be a lot of people there....including some I don't get a long with well and some who have treated me different/poorly since they heard about my unfortunate Bipolar Diagnosis years ago. It is always difficult to face these people. I just have to keep reminding myself that I am a good person and that Bipolar Disorder doesn't define who I am. There has always been a large part of me that wants to strike back at those who have taken the news of my Bipolar Diagnosis and treated me like I was crazy. I keep thinking - where is the justice? Honestly I am not sure there is any really and I want to have clean hands in these old relationships. I want to be able to hold my head up high knowing I did nothing wrong and that I am certainly not crazy despite what the world thinks of me.
I'll check back in later with an update!
- Forever Bipolar
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